I can't understand you. What, may i ask, is your problem? like seriously. Your actions don't make sense any longer. I don't even know why this is continuing. I should just end where it is to stop involving so many parties. It's affected so many people. not just me and you. I don't know if you know that you've caused alot of hurt among alot of people. but I do. and I tell you, it breaks my heart. I no longer see the point in continuing this. if it's torture for both you and me, then why not end it? Who wants to gothrough such torture anyway. I hope you've had your fill and i hope you're done. and for some reason, i hope your not reading this. but if you are, then you should know very well who this is about. cos it's about YOU.
Evann
I WILL LIFT MY EYES
By Bebo Norman
God, my God, I cry out
Your beloved needs You now
God, be near calm my fear and take my doubt
Your kindness is what pulls me up
Your love is all that draws me in
I will lift my eyes to the Maker
of the mountains I can't climb
I will lift my eyes to the Calmer
of the oceans raging wild
I will lift my eyes to the Healer
of the hurt I hold inside
I will lift my eyes, lift my eyes to You
God, my God, let mercy sing
her melody over me
and God, right here all I bring
is all of me
Your kindness is what pulls me up
Your love is all that draws me in
I will lift my eyes to the Maker
of the mountains I can't climb
I will lift my eyes to the Calmer
of the oceans raging wild
I will lift my eyes to the Healer
of the hurt I hold inside
I will lift my eyes, lift my eyes to You
'Cause You are and You were and You will be forever
the Lover I need to save me
'Cause You fashioned the earth and You hold it together, God
so hold me now
I will lift my eyes to the Maker
of the mountains I can't climb
I will lift my eyes to the Calmer
of the oceans raging wild
I will lift my eyes to the Healer
of the hurt I hold inside
I will lift my eyes, lift my eyes to You
I will lift my eyes, lift my eyes to You
God, my God, I cry out
Your beloved needs You now
and it's a GOLD!!!
omg I tell you MG Cldds is so lucky. but maybe partially because of all the effort we put in including my very bad blueblack on my knee. Which is horrible because it spoils my sexy legs. hahaha. But YAY CL!!! you all are like the best.
On wednesday after elect history sam came back and she was like "evann, are you in CLDDS?"
Me: Yes... *suspicious*
Sam: You all won GOLD
Me: ARE YOU FREAKING SERIOUS?!?!?!?!
Hahaha. so yeah I was like hyper the whole day and we went round bluffing people.
Like: "Crystal, do you know what results we got for SYF?" *straight face*
Crystal: err no...
Wanrui and i: We got... *straight face*
wanrui and i: GOLD!!!!
Yeah baby
oh and I haven't blogged about saturday yet
It was SO AWESOME. Woke up at like 4.30 on a saturday and headed to school. Make up wasn't too bad this year!!! haha. we didn't overdo it, so we were quite scared that we would look pale on stage. but we didn't haha.
2nd group to go after RGS. their blunder was SO FUNNY. haha. but I shan't be mean and mention it here. but their story was quite touching. so yeah. but ours was BETTER. like by alot. for the very first time, we acted our heart and soul into the skit. man, was it good. usually during rehersals it's not even half as good as that! usually we're like so dead and all but Liwen and the 2 China scholars who acted as the ah gong and ah mah actually CRIED during their scene! like WOW!!! how much better could it get? I mean, like they really involved their entire emotions into the whole thing. power.
and arts appreciation was like WEIRD because o an ugly dress. I still think i look horrid.
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SYF IS TOMORROW!!! OMGG!!! hahahahahah. I kinda can't wait! ((:
TOMORROW IS ALSO ARTS APPRECIATION AND I HAVEN'T GOT A DRESS!!! O.o
ok forget it
zoe is a head prefect nominee now. She's come a long way. mhmm. I think i'll stand for her... ((:
GO PIZZAA!!! VOTE FOR THE PIZZA PEOPLE!!! ((:
<3 evann
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